Hmm.

Today it's going to storm yet again. If there's one thing I dislike, it's the cold.
So basically, I think I might have chosen the wrong college... :)

However, snow does have some redeeming qualities aka:

• it's white
• you can make snowangels
• you can use your "I'm cold" excuse to snuggle (unless you're hitting on a sandpaper guy, then it won't work)
• you get to wear scarves
• after it snows, everything is quiet
• it melts

I know that probably three people will read this (at most), so there's not really a point to this blog, but that's alright with me.

I've been feeling mad lately. Not crazy mad, but temper mad. Mad at my situation, bitter about the cold snow, frustrated at my aimless wandering in life... but finally, for the first time in weeks...no, months, right now feels like the time for new beginnings. I feel like I'm starting over...the start of something new if you will.

I'm breaking the chains that have bound me to internal pain and suffering for so long. I'm breaking out of old habits. I'm breaking ties to things that aren't worth wasting my time on. I'm breaking new ground in my life. I'm freeing myself from the old me.

I'm breaking free.

I have some goals I want to accomplish this next semester (mainly NOT failing any of my classes) that I actually think are attainable. I'm hopeful, which is really awesome because I'm usually worried. No longer will I be negative and downtrodden. It's not worth being stuck and hurting. I truly want to find joy in the journey. I'm gonna go out there and grab the world by the tail and wrap it around and pull it down and put it in my pocket.

Because I'm worth it.
Loreal says so.

I would like to toast to those who have helped me thus far these past two weeks and to those who will help me in the future. May you kids find everything I'm looking for: faith, hope, and charity.

Merry Christmas ya'll,
Love your guts.