Here's a break from my emo post I did yesterday.
Good news. I'm doing better. :)

The kind of better where you want to get out of bed and get ready because you're curious to see what kind of day it is outside and you want to know what will happen next in life.

Yesterday I actually did my art project that I didn't think I was ever going to finish and I considered skipping class so that I didn't have to face the wrath of the teacher and feel foolish. But I finished it approximately five minutes before it was due. And I felt great. I forgot what it feels like to follow through with something that's challenging and actually do well on it.
It feels like I just ran up the stairs on Old Main and when I didn't think I could take another step, I pushed myself up the last three flights and made it to the top.
Oh wait, I did that too. :) (Seven times)

A lot of little things happened yesterday that really picked me up. I saw Allie and Megan and I love those girls to death. Just the thirty second conversation we had really lifted my spirits.
And the adventure I went on with my roommates last night to the cabin went horribly wrong, yet was one of the funnest (yes funNEST) things I have done in a long time. I finished my art project for one class and got let off the hook for another. I lost almost every game of twister but I won the most ridiculously dificil position award...every game.
I don't really know what happened but I'm feeling better.
I also don't have class on Thursday, which will give me more time to look for a job. I'm fairly hopeful that I'll find one. I mean, I'll work insanely hard for dirt cheap on a night shift, who I doesn't want that in a worker?

Maybe today I'll make myself something amazing to eat, or I'll create a beautiful work of art, or I'll sing amazingly at choir today, or I'll find world peace.
Who knows?

FBN