I have had one success today so far.
In drawing one I was drawing a skate shoe and I wasn't really trying to put detail into it because it's a contour drawing, but I decided to draw the grommets on anyway. I didn't even count because that would take too long, so I just drew a bunch in a row and thought nothing of it. About an hour later the TA for our class asked me if I counted the grommets and I said no and he started laughing at me. I kinda felt silly because I thought maybe I did something wrong. As he chuckled he said that I had drawn the exact amount. So I felt pretty cool after that. :P

Anyway, I've been doing pretty well. I feel pretty much adjusted to school and the fact that I have random flares of emotions through out the day. It definitely keeps me on my toes. I'm hoping that they will stop happening soon though because it sure drains a lot out of me.

I talked to my sister the other day and I finally feel like I'm going to be okay.
I've been stressing out about what I want to do with my life. But essentially she said it's not a big deal. (I tend to blow things out of proportion) :)
I also talked to my dear Wilenys. I've been wanting to talk to her about my life for two weeks now, but I don't want to bother her. Last night we chatted and I found out that we've been dealing with mostly the same insecurities and frustrations. It was nice to hear from her, but I really just wanted to hug her and tell her it's going to be okay eventually (even though it doesn't feel that way now.) I'm always surprised when I talk to people because I feel so alone sometimes, but then I see that there are other people going through the same thing and I don't feel so sad. Score for being human. :)

Last night was really fun. It made me forget about how stressed out I've been lately. For FHE we had to build houses out of cardboard for our "families" to live in. My apartment dressed up as Hobos. It was really silly and I loved it. I love dressing up in random outfits and creating things. My family's house got the Best Accessories award. That means our house sucked so bad that the shopping cart and mail box I made were the best things. Pretty much every other house was amazing though. My roommates and I were sitting in a house and all the sudden somebody yelled, "Let's destroy this thing!" and we saw the whole house move. We started yelling and laughing and trying to get out. Ten seconds later they ran it over with a car.
Being a hobo is a lot more dangerous than I had previously thought.

*My apology to apt 36 for not inviting them to our TMNT party. I didn't think you'd want to come, but I was obviously mistaken. :) *

In closing, I just turned in my resume for a job and I REALLY hope I get it.
*Cross Fingers*

~MollDoll