Three annoying letters...

WHY.
Why doesn't anybody tell us?
Why are there some lessons we just have to learn for ourselves and its not until four o clock in the morning that you realize that most people are going through the exact same things and they don't understand why they have to learn this lesson and cope too?

That what I wanna know.
They said its not a good idea.
They say its better to wait.

But they NEVER said it was gonna be so hard...that the emotions are so strong to overcome and that you'll eventually be stronger from them.
Yep, don't remember them saying any of that.

But I found out they're right. I found out the hard way. And I'm still trying to free myself.
I'm so darn close... I just wish I didn't have to feel anything. That would make it easier right?
Just...its really hard. And I'm really EXTREMELY glad that I have people I can talk to.
I honestly thought I was alone for a while there...
But I'm not. :)
Thats better than a million dollars any day.

Who is they and what am I talking about?

If you don't know, then you'll never understand ;)